ANGER
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
DAMMIT I HATE THIS ALL SO MUCH
WHY CANT HE JUST LEARN TO LISTEN TO PEOPLE AND SHUT UP EVERY ONCE IN WHILE? DOES HE THINK HES SO PERFECT THAT HE CAN CRITICIZE EVERYONE ELSES EVERY WHIM? WELL ITS A BIG FAT LIE HES TELLING HIMSELF BECAUSE HE IS THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE EVER TUYL HATED IN MY HEART AND THATS SAYING SOMTHING. HE JUST CANT REALIZE THAT HE DOESNT HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THIS
THEN HE SAYS HES GOT ANGER ISSUES AND HES NOT PERFECT. WHY CANT HE JUST SAY IM SORRY I REALIZE I MADE A MISTAKE!! DON'T BLAME IT ON SOME STUPID DISEASE! I KNOW YOUR NOT PERFECT. YOU TELL ME NMOT TO LOOK AT YOU AS A ROLE MODEL. BUT SHOULD NT YOU AT LEAST TRY TO BE THAT KIND OF PERSON? SOMONE WHO YOUR CHILDREN WANT TO BE? INSTEAD OF HURTING, AND CAUSEING PAIN ALL THE TIME CANT HE TRY TO...TO...TO MAKE IT BETTER? TO HELP? TO INSTEAD OF SCREAM ... JUST WAIT PATEINTLY AND LISTEN TO THE PROBLEM AND IF HE CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT LET IT PASS BECAUSE ITLL TURN OUT OK ANYWAY?
NO I GUESS NOT...

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