artness makes me happy
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
so after my anger episode last night i felt i needed to do somthing or i might go crazy so i sat down at my sketchbook and drew this picture for two straight hours. it calmned me down. and now i have a pretty picture i drew!!
Im so hyped up for eitans movie!! its going to be soooo awsome!!!
im working on the logo now and when i have somthing ill post it
Amalia came over again today and we spent the whle day editing Eitans script. it was sooooooo much fun! i really hope the movie will work out.
listening to Wondering by Good Charlotte
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ANGER
DAMMIT I HATE THIS ALL SO MUCH
WHY CANT HE JUST LEARN TO LISTEN TO PEOPLE AND SHUT UP EVERY ONCE IN WHILE? DOES HE THINK HES SO PERFECT THAT HE CAN CRITICIZE EVERYONE ELSES EVERY WHIM? WELL ITS A BIG FAT LIE HES TELLING HIMSELF BECAUSE HE IS THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE EVER TUYL HATED IN MY HEART AND THATS SAYING SOMTHING. HE JUST CANT REALIZE THAT HE DOESNT HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THIS
THEN HE SAYS HES GOT ANGER ISSUES AND HES NOT PERFECT. WHY CANT HE JUST SAY IM SORRY I REALIZE I MADE A MISTAKE!! DON'T BLAME IT ON SOME STUPID DISEASE! I KNOW YOUR NOT PERFECT. YOU TELL ME NMOT TO LOOK AT YOU AS A ROLE MODEL. BUT SHOULD NT YOU AT LEAST TRY TO BE THAT KIND OF PERSON? SOMONE WHO YOUR CHILDREN WANT TO BE? INSTEAD OF HURTING, AND CAUSEING PAIN ALL THE TIME CANT HE TRY TO...TO...TO MAKE IT BETTER? TO HELP? TO INSTEAD OF SCREAM ... JUST WAIT PATEINTLY AND LISTEN TO THE PROBLEM AND IF HE CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT LET IT PASS BECAUSE ITLL TURN OUT OK ANYWAY?
NO I GUESS NOT...
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braindied
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
I think my brain is dead. I cant seem to think anymore! Its like some weird disease where my creativity runs out of energy!!
its not fair!! I don't wanna be brain dead, but it seems that all my ideas and imagination lately has been just so... Dull. Its so pathetic.... I really need to find my inspiration again. Oh and stop watching TV. Ugh I'm sooooooooooooo bored these days... There's absolutely NOTHING to do. I really really need some inspiration! Or motivation... SOMTHING!!!!!
ugh.
Amalia came over today while I pretend to be sick so she could leave her house (she's grounded) we had fun but still im so like blah. ITS ANNOYING!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS???? I PISSING MYSELF OFF!! DAMMIT!!
on a cooler note, eitans making a really awsome new movie!! and ill be in it!! yay!! but i dont knwo what my part is yet, but im really excited for it! its gonna be fun! give me somthing to do... ugh today was so crappy!!!
listening to Ordinary by Train
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shumnanumanum....*grumble gumble*
Monday, June 27, 2005
today me amalia and alex and shumnanumanum....*grumble gumble* went to see a movie!! we saw batman begins! it was really good even though i had seen it before. afterwards we walked around the mall for a while into the diff stores. it was fun but i wasnt feeling so great so i just kinda slinked off to borders and read books while amalia and shumnanumanum....*grumble gumble* went off walking together...
but it was still okay
the next HP book is coming out in 19 days!! woot!! im so not excited for it... im so weird.... i should be really hyper and like "woopededoo!!" whenever i talk about it... maybe its just cuz im sick right now... oh well
guys please please please give me your ideas for the logo!!
listening to One Last Breath by Creed
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sleeeeeepy......
Friday, June 24, 2005
omgh im such a stupid stupid stupid idiot!!
today i was supposed to babysit for the orensteins from 11:30-2:30 and i woke up this morning at 2 oclock! im such a horrible person..... i felt sooooooo terrible!! i cant believe myself..... i called them as soon as i could to apoligize.... ifelt soo bad....
on a better note we have a new member!!! yay!!!
audrey has joined the club!! we still live on!!
i really dont feel like puttin up the whole list again so im just putting her name
audrey- The Official Oddball
now listening to How You Remind Me-Nickelback-Silver Side Up
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bookie
its 2 am and im boooooooored!!
im gonna go read sisterhood of the traveling pants now but i dont really like chicky books so im not so sure ill like it, but its always good to try somthing new!!
now im gonna start a new trend by telling you what im listening too!! yay!
Stuck in America-Sugarcult-Start Static
its such a fun song!!
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fiends!!!
Thursday, June 23, 2005
so theres this website called making fiends and its soooo awsome!!!! and over the summer the're having an art contest!! im gonna make it really cool!! im so excited!!!! the website is www.makingfiends.com its soooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!
im going to hannah's for shabbos!! its gonna be so fun! gavi's alos going!! yay!
imgoing to the movies soon too with teh ppls woot
i really want to make a comic for the club.......
actully what i really want is to be able to have a forum for the whnlc, im also working on making a logo! hopefully the design will be really cool! if you have any ideas of what it should look like please im (bravliltoaster47) or email me at pandaslh2@yahoo.com
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mmm.....dietnesss
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
so im drinking diet coke... its tastyful! with no sugar!! and no calories!! weeeeeeeee!
ok i know i said before i ahd the idea for the comic but it never happened... and i really want to do somthing so i can improv my art skills but......... all the ideas that have come across died and i never stuck to it
ive finally finally started to draw again!! and everything looks like CRAP!! aaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!! i have to practice....... so i really want to pick a project so i can improve!! but its just not happening the way i want it to....
somone please...please...please tell em a super duper idea i will love! and love to draw!! pleasE?
oh and you totally have to be willing to do all the writing for me.. but i definatly will help! i totally wont dump it all on you...*cough cough*
that is unless theres a way i can see miraim everyday.. whichis not happening so somone please write me a scipt/stoyline so i wont be so bored!!
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sweet sweet summer
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
ITS SUMMMER!! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!! FREEDOM!!
thats what i would say if i wasnt COMPLETLY BORED OUT OFMY MIND!!!!! GAAAAAAAAAH
i have absolutly nothing to do this summer!! nothing!! ok thats a lie.... but untill the middle of august its really nothing.
rember that comic thing that was supposed to happen? well it just might happen cuz im definatly gonnna die of boredom over the next three weeks although i havnt rly determind wat itll be abt yet cuz i hvnt picked a good plot or an official helper (for the writeing/plot cuz i cant write for my life...) but wen i do itll happen for sure
this past shabbos ppl came over and i was happier than id been for a while
y'know its really hard going to a school where none of your friends go to...
but i laughed so much
on shabbos we all decided were all gonna go to maryland for college and rent an apartment together
lets just say that made me soooooooooo happy
their the kind of friends i wanna spend the rest of my life knowing as my best friends... and it just made me so happy
anyways on a diffrent note im trying to plan a movie day with people but their are complications and its getting rly annoying but i rly wanna do it for amalia and person so hopefully itll happen
oh yesterday was bex's bday party!! it was fun but i felt awkward cuz i didnt know anyone ... and well it was just weird...
but i still had fun! i wsih i could gottten to know ppls better
oh well, wat can u do?
and im also rly happy cuz im getting closer w/my bro!! happy days
yesterday i also went to the barns and nobles...i bought nine books! i think ill be occupied for a little while!
oh and its diet coke week!! (i made this up!!) bwahahahaa
~~drink diet coke~~!
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